Eat your damn cookie

Sarah misses her friends

Fri, 29 Jul 2005 00:41:16 GMT

Hey I really miss all of my friends espically my bestest friend Jen and my other best friend Trisha and I have know clue if I will see her when school starts or not because my mom and dad don't want me to go back to school this year. I am so mad and so pissed off at my mom and dad because I want to go back to school and see all of my friends espically my bestest friend Jen she always makes me happy and everytime I need a friend to talk to I always go to her because she is always there for me when I need someone to talk to. and my other best friend Trisha she always makes me smile and she makes me happy because she is always nice
to me all the time just like Jen. I love Jen and Trisha they are my bestest friends in the whole entire world. but I love my boyfriend better though even though I never ever get to see Steve at all. but I will always love Steve know matter where he is. I get sad and upset and I go in my room and I look at all of the pictures of Steve and Sarah from the dances that we had at school and everytime when I look at those pictures of Steve and Sarah I always start to cry. Just like when I here Steve and Sarah's song on the radio Our song is over and over again by Nelly and Tim Mcgraw. well I have to go and think in my room.
peace out Sarah and Steve mwahhhhhhhhhhhh

I am so ready for summer

Wed, 08 Jun 2005 00:39:31 GMT

Hey I am so ready for summer because I am all done with school now because I got sent home last Tueday because my boyfriend got me a gift and my caseload techer Mrs. Duran went into my locker and went and put it in the teacher's office and I was so mad. I was crying and crying because they wouldn't give it to me I was throwing a huge fit because I was so mad that day I was so mad I was screaming at the top of my lungs. so now I can't go back to school until nexy year yippie I get to see my baby again Wednesday June 1st Sarah and Steve 10 months lovely. well gotta go Love Sarah and Steve

Sarah and Steve are back together again

Wed, 20 Apr 2005 23:51:54 GMT

I had a pretty good day at school it is juust me and Steve have para- pros until school gets out in June is
not a big deal because next Sunday is May 1st 2005 yippie Sarah and Steve will be dating for 9 months yeah.
We get out of school June 8th yippie I am so going to have such a fun fun summer with open houses and going
to partys and hanging out with Steve and all of my friends and my cousin Linds teachers are starting to drive me crazy and the teachers at my school make me so mad because all of the taeachers give Steve and I funny looks everyime we get into school. well later Sarah

Sarah is mad because school was closed

Tue, 01 Mar 2005 22:14:46 GMT

Hey I didn't have such a good day today because there was no school today and that made me so upset because
I love going to school because I like to be with my friends espically my friend Heather and Jen. I feel so alone because I don't get to see Steve until lunch because he has a jobsite all morning until 11:15 and then Steve comes back to school and then at 12:15 I get to see him at lunch and the after lunch I leave for
my jobsite at goodwiil yuck. I don't like having a jobsite I just want classes but my caseload Mrs. Duran won't let me just have classes. Mrs. Duran my caseload teacher won't let me because of Steve and I told Mrs. Duran I don't want a class with Steve anyway. well Steve and I have been dating for 7 months today yippie I just wish that he didn't live so far away from me. because some day in life I want to live with Steve and Steve and Sarah graduate from the school well peace out Sarah and Steve mwahhhhhhhhhhh

Sarah needs Steve

Tue, 22 Feb 2005 00:32:32 GMT

Hey I didn't have such a good weekend because I was supposed to go to Steve's house but I couldn't because my mom wouldn't let me got out to Steve's because I wasn't going to be in Steve's house. Steve and I were going to Steve's friend Alex Emry that's why my mom wouldn't let me got out to Steve's house because Steve and I weren't going to be in Steve's house. So I was mad all weekend because of my mom not taking me out there out to Steve's house. and plus there was no school today so I was pissed off all day today. well I will se my baby tomorrow and I will talk to him all week on the phone at 9:00 because Steve calls me every night at 9:00 because Steve misses me so much. well I have to get going now Love Sarah and Steve mwahhhhhh

Sarah is so complety nervous about tomorrow

Mon, 14 Feb 2005 20:44:14 GMT

Hey I am no nervous about tomorrow because I have a meeting at 9:00 and I am so scared and so nervous cause
I know all the teachers are going to bitch about Steve and I I don't know what to do. I think that I know what I can do if they say anything about Steve I will just sit there and don't say anything at all. I think
that my school is so fucked up because one of my good friends make out all of the time at lunch but when Steve and I make out we get into lots and lots of trouble all the time I just don't understand it all cause
all of the teachers yell about Steve and it makes me want to cry because Steve is a huge part of my life. It just makes me so mad a stressful and upset when the teacher bitch and bitch about Steve I just want to cry and scream. well HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY SARAH AND STEVE

Sarah and Steve 6 months on tuesday not tomorrow

Sun, 30 Jan 2005 20:43:05 GMT

Sarah and Steve 6 months on Tuesday February 1, 2004 2-1-05 I am so excited yippie. I love steve with all my heart. Steve is a huge part of my life I don't want Steve ever tooken away from me if someone tries to take Steve away from me I will kick so ass because I want Steve and I to get married someday in life when Steve and I are ready to be husband and wife. I am so excited about next Friday because Steve is going to ride my bus and come over to my house for a while. If my dad talks to Steve's mom about riding my bus. I hope that my dad and Steve's mom will say that's ok I know that they will say that's ok. Steve is my life.
I am so excited about this weekend because Friday I am going out to my cousins because my mom and dad are going away with some friends later Sarah and Steve love all the way to chesaning and hemlock

Sarah and Steve 6 months on Monday February 1, 2005

Sat, 29 Jan 2005 19:13:12 GMT

Hey I am so excited for Monday because Monday is February 1, 2005 and Steve and Sarah wiil be dating for 6 months yippie. and I can't wait until next Friday because Steve is going to ride my us and come back to my house and Steve and Sarah are going to do lots and lots of loving on the bus because my bus driver doesn't give a shit my bus driver is so awesome. I didn't have a good week in school because of my friend Miranda well she isn't my friend anymore because she thinks that she is all that and all popular because she has no friends and I do have more friends than Miranda does. Miranda makes fun of my best friend her name is Jen her real name is Jenny but everyboby calls her Jen well Miranda makes fun of Jen and I want her to stop because Jen is my best friend she is like a sister to me she always helps me and Steve all the time. well later Sarah and Steve love all the way to chesaning and hemlock

Sarah and Steve are going to have fun on Saturday

Tue, 18 Jan 2005 00:46:13 GMT

Hey I am so happy because tomorrow I get to see my baby all day long. I miss Steve so much Steve knows how much that I love him to death. I love going to school espically on Fridays because we do fun stuff every other friday we do socialization and bowling I love the bowling day because Steve and I are non bowlers and
the non bowlers do fun stuff like playing games sometimes we go to the mall and do fun stuff.I just love Fridays and Saturdays. Steve is a huge part of my life Steve is always there for me I always go to him if I ever get into a fight or when I am sad. I can't wait for steve and I to get an apartment because I want to be with Steve all the time and for life and for good. well gotta run Sarah and Steve love all the way

Sarah needs Steve's help

Tue, 11 Jan 2005 00:31:11 GMT

Hey I had a pretty good day today until one of my best friend that rides my bus her name is Miranda and one
her best friends Miranda thinks that I told her friend that I called Miranda a slut and which that I didn't
call Miranda a slut. I would never ever do that because Miranda is one of my best friends. and then Miranda
thinks that my boyfriend Steve doesn't want me anymore and that isn't true at all because Steve love me to death and Steve adores me everyday of my whole entire life. and then my other best friend Jessica Maddox she thinks that I need to take a shower and I do every morning when I get up for school. I even take a shower before I go to bed at night before Steve call me at 9:00 I think that Jessica need to clean her whole entire body. because Jessica's boyfriend Dan tell me and Steve to take a shower. and I shower twice a day morning and night. well later Sarah and Steve love all the way to hemlock and chesaning.

I wish that Friday would get here sooooooooo bad

Wed, 29 Dec 2004 15:49:46 GMT

Hey I wish that Friday was here right now because I am going out to Steve's house if my dad says it is ok I hope that he does say that's ok if I go to Steve's house until 6:00 and then when I get to Steve's place Alex's mom is going to go home and do whatever they do on new years's eve. I want to go back to school so bad I miss all of my friends and I miss Steve waiting and waiting for my bus to get to school.I miss all that waiting at 7:58 in the morning for my baby's bus #6 I ride bus 11 yippie I wish that I had steve's bus
because his bus driver picks on me her name gina I think she always makes me laugh all the time. everyday when school gets out at 3:00 she says awwwww Sarah's in love just like my friend Heather homes she is my besest friend that I have ever met this year she is such a sweetheart I love herto death but I love my baby
better because someday in life I won't be Sarah Nicole Conklin I will be Sarah Nicole Piotrwski yippie well going to Flint have a good one Sarah

Sarah and Steve are going to have fun on Friday

Tue, 28 Dec 2004 00:52:34 GMT

Hey I am so excited about Friday because I won't be here for new year's eve I am going out to Steve's for a new year's party. at his sister house fun fun fun!!!!!!!!!!! I miss Steve so much I haven't seen Steve since last Wednesday our last day of school when we went to the Midland mall Steve and I had so much fun and so did I am so happy when me and my baby bear are together I get so upset when I don't get to see him. I can't wait until Friday because Steve is going to give me tons and tons of lovin before we leave to go to
Steve's sisters house for the party for the new year 2005 yippie. I wish that Steve didn't live so far away
from me because I miss Steve so much. and I am so excited because next Monday we go back to school yippie I get to see my babybear again and Steve gets to see his honeybear that would be me. I feel like shit right
now because I am so sick I have a really bad cold and I wish that it would go away really soon. I wish that
I could be like my cousin Lindsey because she gets to see her boyfriend everyday and I only get to see Steve on the weekends. have a good one Sarah

Sarah is going to have so much fun with Steve on Friday

Sat, 25 Dec 2004 18:33:54 GMT

Hey I am going to have so much on Friday because Steve is coming out to my house. I miss him so much I have
not seen him since the last day of school and I need so lovin from him alot. anyways I hope that everyone has a nice a peaceful christmas and a happy new year I know that I will beacause on New Year's Eve Sarah will not be at my own house I am going to sneak out to Steve's house with my parents not know where I am because I am getting sick and tired of my parents telling me what to do I am not a baby anymore I am 19 years old now. and I I don't need my parents telling me what to do. I am so ready for new years eve. I am sick and tired of my parents bossing me around. Merry Christmas 2004

Sarah are Steve are going to have fun

Sun, 19 Dec 2004 23:33:40 GMT

Hey I am so excited because Tuesday we have a dinner dance and Wednesday we are going to the midland mall. and tomorrow we only have 1 day of school because Tuesday is the dinner dance from 3:00 to 7:00 I am going to have so much fun with Steve.Sarah and Steve are going to dance all night long and make lots of lovin if I don't get into trouble like I did at the last dinner dance.I didn't really get in to trouble I just got warrned that Steve couldn't kiss me at all. so I am just so excited and so very happy because Wednesday we
are going to the midland mall and Steve is my shopping buddy how fun!!!!!!!!! so I had such a good weekend
accept for today because my parents don't really care about me at all they just care about my brother they
love my brother then they love me I just know that they do. and I don't really care at all because I have such a good life I go to school from 8:00 to 3:00 and I have a nice sexy boyfriend awwwww!!!!!! I adore Steve so much I have a job at a preschool I serve them lunch and I help the little kids out. my brother has no life he is just jealous because he isn't in love like me. well peace out Sarah.

Sarah needs Steves help at school

Thu, 16 Dec 2004 01:24:26 GMT

Hey I am so upset right now because I got yelled by a teacher today and she can go to hell because she is so mean to me and Steve and I don't like that at all. Like one time the teacher got into Steve's face and I didn't like that at all. I was so mad and so upest today because that teacher was being so mean to Steve.
and I said why do you have to be so mean like that you are never nice to anybody that goes to school.I just
feel like crying right now because Steve only gave me a hug and that was it. I have no clue what to do when
I go to school tomorrow because I know that she will do the same thing again. she can go to hell if I care because she doesn't have to say all that stuff to Steve. I just want Steve to get into her face and I know that he will do that for me because I know how much that Steve loves me. well later Sarah

Steve please go to the dinner dance

Tue, 14 Dec 2004 19:35:44 GMT

Hey I want steve to go to the dinner dance next Tuesday the 21st because I do not want to go all by myself. because I will feel so left out if steve doesn't go with me to the dinner dance next Tuesday. my friend Jenny Luth will take me back to steve's house if Jenny's mom will talk to my mom about it. I hope that Jenny's mom will say yes because I know that she will do that for me. well I have to get going now later Sarah

I hate having not being able to use water

Mon, 13 Dec 2004 22:26:02 GMT

Hey We just got our new well put in today. but we can't drink water for 2 weeks I won't be able to take a shower tomorrow morning but Wednesday morning I will be able to take a shower. so tonight my dad or my mom will take me to my mom's friends house and we will all get to shower over there. at least I will be clean before I go to bed. so I had a pretty good day at school. I just hate winter so bad. I just wish that it was Saturday because on Saturday we are going to a christmas party at my cousin Julia's house and Steve is going with us over to there house how fun......... So tomorrow morning when I get up for school I will dump
2 bottles of water on my head so at least I can dry my hair.I had such a good weekend accept for yesterday because my cousin's grandpa died so after we went to the christmas party for the afternoon we went up to the funeral home because it was my cousin Rachel her grandpa died. well later Sarah

Sarah misses Steve

Sat, 11 Dec 2004 14:26:42 GMT

Hey I miss Steve so much I won't see Steve until Monday and next Saturday because Steve is going with us to
my aunt Jenny's house for a Christmas party I think that Steve and I will have so much fun because my dad's
family wants to meet Steve so much I am so excited for next Saturday because Steve will be with me all day and half of the night at my aunt Jenny's house.I have so much fun with Steve I am so happy when Steve and I are together on the weekends sometimes. I like Fridays at school because me and Steve are non bowlers and
we do stuff together like sometimes we go to the mall and hang out. I just likw when Steve and Sarah are together on Fridays at school. well later Sarah

Steve loves Sarah with all his heart

Wed, 08 Dec 2004 00:22:10 GMT

Hey I had such a good day at school today accept for the 2 hour delay I was so
pissed off because I hate 2 hour delays.I was blowdrying my hair and the phone
rang and I was like what the heck is going on why is the phone ringing at 6:10
in the morning.and then I said why doesn't Chesaning have a 2 hour delay and then my brother told me that your school is way different then Chesaning then I was like what the fudge is going on here.We have never had a 2 hour delay before. well later Sarah

Steve I love you with all of my heart

Tue, 07 Dec 2004 11:49:22 GMT

Steve I love you not only what you are, but for what I am when I am with you. I wrote your name in the sky,
but the wind blew it away. I wrote your name in the sand, but the waves washed it away. I wrote your name in my heart, and for ever it will stay. Steve I love you forever and ever and ever always.Steve I love you very very much. I know how much that you love me forever and ever and for always. no matter where you are I will always be there for you all the time. I just feel strange when you are not with me in school because
I just want to cry because you are my future husband someday in life. I will always love you no matter what
I miss my babybear so much right now I know how much Steve misses his dad but Steve misses me better than he misses his dad. later Sarah

Sarah misses Steve

Sat, 04 Dec 2004 21:05:47 GMT

Hey I am so mad right now because I miss steve so much. I won't see steve until Thursday and Friday because
Steve is going to see his dad in detroit Monday Tuesday and Wednesday so Steve won't be in school those 3 days of school and I have no clue what to do. I am so afraid that I am going to get into a fight with my friend Katie's boyfriend Dan and Steve won't be there at school to help me out with the fight that's why
I hope that I won't get into a fight with Dan if I do I will go down to the teachers office and talk to my caselod teacher Mrs.Duran or I will probaly talk to Steve's caseload teacher Mrs.Reardon or somebody that will listen to me. I miss Steve so much right now I need Steve to be in my arms everyday of my whole life because I love Steve so much. my friend Katie her boyfriend Dan is so afarid of me and I think that he is so jealous of me because Dan is nothing but a smelly person that doesn't take a shower everyday for school.
well I have to get going now later Sarah

Steve is going to help Sarah

Wed, 01 Dec 2004 03:08:18 GMT

Hey My day didn't go that great today because I got into a fight with my friend Katie her boyfriend Dan I have no clue what to do tomorrow when I go to school. Dan just wants to fight with me because Dan is so afraid to have a fight with me. Dan is nothing but a smelly looking body that needs to take a shower and wear deodorant. Dan told me today that I need mouthwash and soap and I went and talked to Steve's caseload teacher Mrs. Reardon and she said Sarah just ingore him and I said I can't because he bugs me so bad. Dan makes fun of me and Steve and that makes me so mad and pissed of when Dan says all that stuff about Steve. so What should I do? Should I tell my friend Jenny or Heather? I think that Steve and Sarah should kick Dan's living ass. maybe Dan will learn his lesson tomorrow what Steve and Sarah kick his living ass. I am going to have so much fun tomorrow kicking Dan's ass I am no afarid or scared of Dan. He is scared and afraid of me. I just know he is well wish me all of the luck later Sarah

Sarah and Steve had a good day

Mon, 29 Nov 2004 22:14:22 GMT

Hey I had such a good day because I went to school and I saw Steve I just missed Steve over thanksgiving because I didn't get to spend anytime with Steve at all. I am so happy that I went to school today because I missed Steve so much. I haven't seen Steve since last Tuesday because Steve did not come to school last Wednesday because he had to clean house. I miss steve so much I love Fridays at school because Steve and Sarah have so much because every other Friday we do bowling and Sarah and Steve are non bowlwers and we get to hang out more because we aren't in school. I love Steve so much for the rest of my life. I love Steve for ever and ever.

Goodbye

Sun, 28 Nov 2004 01:58:02 GMT

Goodbye I watch through the window as you walk away. I wait, as I wait as I always wait, for the moment that never comes. The moment you turn around and I see the love in your eyes I have always longed for the need.... the desire... the passion... the fire... I watch through the window as you walk away. I wait as I always wait, for the tears that flow like a river. The tears of heartbreak.... of the loneliness... of pain... of what might have been.... They say that which does not destroy you only makes you stronger, I do not believe that is true, it only leaves you scared and broken, I watch through the window as you walk away
from me to death.

Steve loves me again

Sat, 27 Nov 2004 21:59:00 GMT

Hey I called steve today and he loves me again and I am so happy because steve loves me now. and I said I love you to. I just miss him so much I haven't seen him since last Tuesday the 22nd and I saw him on a Friday the 19th because I went out to his house because steve had to talk to me in private so steve and I went downstairs and he said sweetie I love you so much and I said I love you ro sweetie and I said after I said sweetie I love you I said I will always love you for ever and ever. I misss him so much right now I can't wait until monday so that I can see my true love Steven Micheal Piotrowski and kiss his sweet lips after school at 3:00 when school gets out. I love my baby for life and for good. and I hope that someday in life him and I will get married and have 1 girl and 1 boy and get our own house so that me and steve can be all by ourselves. I just feel like crying when he calls me because I love him so much I just want to be in steve's arms for ever and ever and for the rest of my life. I hope that Steve and Sarah's love will go on for the rest of my life.